what the FORMSPRING

GOO ACTs TOMORROWW! hahah being a standby should be fun....

once upon a time when we were all REALLY bored during midterm week and became obsessed with this little thing known as 'formspring.me.' well this obsession disipated quickly but recently its back and haunting!! my dear jfoxxx and i keep getting the most RIIDDDICCULOUSS questions, which really they arent questions as much as they are remarks, and really i cant help but think "what the f#$%" is wrong with these people?!" like really of all things in the world you have to semi-publically ask such things? when really at least more than half of the things asked are complete bullshittttt/rumors/lies/i dont even know what kind of a category

EITHER WAY! its obnoxious.
peace living.

ITS SO BEEEN SO LONG, SINCE I'VE SEEN YOUR FACEE

THANK lanta it is almost summer!
i have not posted in forever, but since kristina asked and i was automatically signed in i figured why not!? so i really should be writing an essay on The Handmaid's Tale, but honestly i feel it was an outright terrible novel. OH and my dear bubsie has the funniest formspring i might have ever read, lock it bitchhhh<3 i really wish i wasnt like 5'9" and could wear heels like such everyday, sucks. although if i lived in the city i probably would wear some kind of heel more often, they make me happy. hahah not that i dont like being tall-it has its perks ;)

SOOOO its summer soon and i wish i was a billionaire! SO MANY amazing trends out there kitty wings, and these shoes i am DY-ING over, i just die.

btw, these beauties are:
LANVIN
Knotted chiffon Swarovski sandals :)

this should get copyright-edddddd or something

WOOO CAN YOU SAY SIR PRECIOUSSS?

k well the timeee has come, but this friggin frigid weather has got to leave! its so cold everywhere i go! well hes new<3 hahah thinking im special the other day at tennis after sir m0 gave me another one of his ever so 'inspiring' lectures i convinced myself that every tennis ball is a little dreeam that you have to chase, obvs cause i dont move ever like all other fat moo cows. but thats on another note... so yea this is total procrastination from writing this godforsaken DBQ the lovely U.S. history teach assigned over break... cool beanz mcclean....
well back to it eh! i wish i was in fl0000-r!d@@@@

xoxoBL<3

secret santa?

im in love with both rings, and the cuff. OH which to chooooose.

HAPPPPY HANUKKAHHH! so im not jewish, but i am. hahah no im really not, but summers spent at 12775, i am. upsetting that those days are over :/ welll i think i may have found the future song of summer 2010? yeee, well its called up up and away by kid cudi, sad to say im obsessed. hahaha ALTHOUGH, i still have that ghettto version of macarana stuck in my head from about two weeks ago when i did that sick zumba dance class at tts. WORKKKOUTTT, hahahh oh the gymmm<3 well its christmas time in the city and sadly friend and neighbor owes me mad moneys lol sorry. and im trying so hard not to by myself this gorgeous house of harlow ring, but i have gifts to give :D i really do just wish it was summer though, really junior year might just be the death of me. as pammy says, THATS SUCH A BAD ATTITUDE. rahhrahhh whatevs. hahhaah MOVINGGGONNN, so theres a new creeeeper in town? coool.... well that hb msg from quite some time ago should be announced in a few weeks... lol. obviouuuuuus! supposedly kathy griffin is coming back! so excited. it makes such good daytime tv, dont you think?
AHHH U.S. TEST TOMORRROW, going to puke. i neeed at least a 90 to feel smart again hahah esp. considering i had a screaming outbreak hysterically crying over how im convinced im mentally retarded. not c000l. today was a good day. every day of winter should be like the weather was today. thanks god. :D
xo,xoBAHHHLOCK IS-LAND.

its gross, how attached i am.

so evidently enough on tuesday afternoon an amazing friend and i went into att and asked, basically demanded, for a new blackberry pour moi. you see the original curve, after about 6 times of getting a new one through insurance, just got old. sounds obnoxious i know, but i cant help it! so anyway, karma is a bitch and tuesday night at the ever so amazing loehmann's sale in NYC with besstie kristina, the little bear-berry was stolen!! ofcourse i had a slight heart attack running around the store like a mother lost her child. sad isnt it? so now being friday i have gone three days with out a phone and as many times as i go to reach for it in my pocket or bag i am finally getting a replacement. if anyone recalls one of my firsts posts i was debating about getting the iphone but the choice is final! today today today!! LUCKILY enough i have first and second period off and then art so annoyingly though the apple store opens at ten with class starting at ten fifteen. im determined, ill just go sit through another art class in my free time if necessary. hahah WELL IM EXCITED, look at it! isnt it gorgeous?! i think so. oh especially with the lucky brand case for winter and hello kitty case for summer. its all g0o0ood h3R3 !n Ph!L3d3LpH!@
xoxoBL

wishing it was just a dreamm..

rest in peace incredible aunt mary

most of the time in my life when something that saddens most or the people i love are upset i have stayed strong and hid my inner feelings but recently when my great aunt mary past away in her sleep at the age of 89 i couldnt help myself but to run to my room and burst into tears. it was so hard not to sob along with my family and hardest of all my mother. my grandma was never really around when my mom was a child and my aunt mary was like her second mother, raised her practically. therefore, my mom being over-ly emotional in general, was hysterical for almost a month. it hadnt hit me that she was gone until this month, after it almost being five months, im not sure what to feel. im the only one that hasnt been in, better yet seen my aunts house since her death and the mention of it and the sight of her belongings in my home gives me the hardest feeling i have ever experienced, unfortunately this happens almost everywhere i look in my house now. weirdly enough as this is all happening i had a dream about a week ago where basically i had gone to her house, with one person, without my parents knowing and went into a state of mind i didnt even know existed. thinking i was crying in my sleep, i know that when the time comes when my mom and her sister go to sell her house i will need to go inside. the strength it will take inside of me though, i just dont know.

last time i checked this wasnt china town..

UMMM BYTHEWAY, so yesterday i got some new bling a la tiffany&co but this gorg. ring has begun to turn my finger green! last time i checkeddddd, real sterling never did such a thing... ill have to get this fixxed cause its making me nervous!! heres a picture of the cutie for ya'll to seee :)
xoxoBL

you know it takes my breathe awayyy...

the beach in the winter, dancing in the rain, kisses during fights
it always wins..
honestly i just may be one of the very few that arent very fond of their birthday, christmas, or thanksgiving but this baby school vacation couldnt come any sooner. in the past the messier my room, the better my life was going. ( other than my parents nagging) but this year all has come down and the floor is visable. basically LIFE OFFICIALLY SUCKS while trying to memorize numerous cases for USH class, which is nothing compared to the torturous readings and other assignments in ap, memorizing this "OH SO AMAZING" french poem CHANSON D'AUTOMNE (what a fav. right?!) totally kiddinggg... basically while life is slowly coming to an end, pamela is having a cow because grandmother is coming to town. For the first time since i can remember she will be at the table for thanksgiving, SHOCKER! not that any of you care, but anywhooooo-
pooor PMW is having such a hard weeeekiez and its only monday :( although all this shinannz starded friday.. it will get better. MISS.BLOCKISLAND over there in ghtetotoo ville made me want to take the car and drive to block island finally to visualize all of the amazing parties and smiliing faces i hear about every time pamela sees the peachy colored block island tank.
well neeeded much to rant, thanks young world.
xoxoBL